God never fails

2 02 2010

Ephesians 1:11 says in Him we were chosen, having been predestined according to the plan of Him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of His will.

In times of great adversity, God’s people are greatly encouraged. For there is no mountains too high, no oceans too deep that our paths in life is hidden from God’s sovereignty. I’m reminded again and again that no matter what trials and difficulty I faced ahead, I am assured in God because he is still in control and has never failed me even in times of darkness! I am encouraged by Paul’s words that everything including the good and the bad works in consistency with the purpose of my God’s will! Indeed He is a good and great God whose will I shall find delight in.





Never Give Up

16 08 2009

I have heard perhaps one of the best sermons in Paradise of God Church since i came here, on God is Faithful. And all we need to do is never to give up, because God hasn’t given up on us and He will never give up.





Victory over Sin

16 08 2009

It is like a revisit of the old demons when I have accepted Christ as my personal saviour, that in His death, my sins are forgiven. However, every now and then, sins still crept in like a deadly bacteria that causes spiritual and emotional sicknesses that left me wondering if I am truly saved. That when Christ promised His disciples that we will be more than conquerors, is for the super Christians like the mega preachers and mother teresas out there?

Victory over Sin happens not from our merit, if it was, then Christ will not have to die for our sins but provide a list of things we should do; But then, Christ did not do that, all He did, was to die on the Cross for our Sins. For then, it is a irrefutable fact that Christ died, and He has risen from the grave, a victory over death, our final enemy. Death was never intended, as was Sin, but Death was the result of the final obstacles to our reconciliation to God, as it must be defeated as Sin was at the foot of the Cross.

When we approach the issue of Sin in believers’ lives, is it our merit that the foundation of our salvation stands? Absolutely not. As i am writing this, it serves a continuous reminding of my position in Christ is not affected by how many times i have failed, but how many times i come back to Christ, acknowledging He is still my saviour, and I am still an unfinished work in God’s time. Victory over Sin is not a statement that we are free from Sin, but now we have a victor in me, that has triumphed over Sin and Death, that He is working in my life to chip away the habits of Sin, that we now have a guaranteed in Christ a salvation that will not be denied by our standard, but confirmed in the eternity of His Work.

So when we are assailed with temptations, know, it is not a sign of defeat, but a call to battle and raising our standards and reaffirmation in the Truth and the Fact that Christ is my saviour, yesterday, today and tomorrow!





Pastor Judah Smith at New Creation

27 07 2009

Dating Delilah

Oh, taste and see! The message from Pastor Judah Smith at the pulpit of New Creation Church resounded with lots of humour but at the same time, drove the message of a new covenant that God intended to have with His children – us, the Church.

By mere observation of Christianity and Jesus, is but a total misrepresentation that God has never intended us to have. It is not theology, not any form of scholastic work on biblical doctrines and history that can reveal the heart of Jesus. He has invited us, and me to a feast, a feast that we need to taste His flesh, and drink of His Blood for by it, we do not have eternal life. Not that i am being gross and disgusting here, but looking at it, how can we taste that our Lord is good indeed, that His Grace and His mercy, and His Faithfulness is real everyday! Just like, we cannot describe how the durian taste like, unless i bring it to the friend to try, then, yea either you will hate it or love the taste of the creamy durian. It is today, i know i will to taste Him everyday. Yummy.





Biblical Discipleship Newsletter for March

28 03 2009

BDN for March is one issue that is close to my heart – God’s love for the unlovable. There are millions out there, who have no hope for today or tomorrow, and my heart breaks to see these people, in need of God and to know His Love.

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Please feel free to distribute this newsletter to anyone, and if you feel led to support the missionaries here in Asia, please write to me and we will fill you the details where your money goes directly to the work these missionaries are doing in the unreached region of Asia for God.





Heroes

1 02 2009

This morning, I got acquainted with a true hero, his name is Samson. Not Samson of the bible, but this man is better in many ways. He prayed and fasted for a friend’s salvation, and today when I saw Eric standing on the stage testifying of God’s grace and his friend, Samson, and what he had done, I felt like I have met a true hero, one who has been an instrument of God, a willing channel, a vessel for His glory.





Feed my sheep!

24 01 2009

As I was having my breakfast at the Prata shop near my office, a group of Christians were talking and chatting, and i felt like i am outside the family, a prodigal son at best. Then i remember how Jesus restored Peter and instructed him gently saying “If you love me, feed my sheep”. and why the Church of Jesus Christ has failed in their role to stand up for what is right and against what is wrong.

A particular someone named David commented on my blog, which i deleted it cos i find him probably a dull minded christian who has neglected his faculty to think. That who am i to write things against Benny Hinn or the prosperity gospel preachers who are under investigation, or some time back about the paganistic catholic church in their marian worship. I say again, i merely reported what was already a known fact, that these prosperity gospel preachers are being investigated, and their lifestyle contradicts the core message of the gospel they were suppose to represent, and second, i merely expose their wicked deeds, because being family, we were suppose to protect each other from ‘preachers’ who instead of feeding the sheeps that belong to Jesus, they ripped them off, ripped them off with wicked and cunning schemes to feed their own greed, to build their own kingdoms here on earth, and most important, they have perverted the centrality of the messages Christianity suppose to represent.

Now this David, in future, please make full use of the faculty God has so graciously given you to weigh your actions, thoughts and hopefully your blinded eyes will be opened and stand up against people who ripped your family members off to feed their own greed.





President Obama’s inauguration prayer

20 01 2009

Prayer for President Obama made by a homosexual minister that prayer is to the god of all understandings in bid not to offend the other religion.

Humanism like the type of Christianity preached by Rick Warren who said “Can we not all just get along?” is the god of the new age, a god of all understandings which in the core of this belief is a belief of demonic origin which seeks to tear down the sovereignty of God’s absolute authority.

This new humanistic god has become one of the many gods Rick Warren worship, together with Gene Robinson. On the 44th President of United States, we saw the complete destruction of the American institutions in authentic Christianity with a humanistic approach.

Perhaps soon, they will have a stature of Mary in the congress, since humanism has taken the path to ecumenistic effort of these mega churches to go back to Rome. Are we seeing America fornicating with the harlot as spoken in the Book of Revelations?





Christian Rambo?

20 01 2009

Was watching the movie “Rambo 2008” on the latest installement on the Rambo series, where John Rambo in his self exile somewhere in Thailand met a group of missionaries who want to go into the warzone of Burma to help people, and struggling with the ghost of his past, he relunctantly took them to the shores but find himself returning to the same spot later when he found out that the missionaries were taken captive by the despotic burmese soldiers.

While watching this show, a quotation came to me by William Blake “The only thing necessary for the triumph of Evil, is for Good men to do nothing”. In view of these, contrast to many popular Christian attitude towards societal injustice, deceptions within the politics, and how many Christians prefer to sit back and do nothing and be concerned about living peacefully with himself and not bother about what is happening in the world. This sort of an appeasement attitude gave rise to manipulative preachers and false teachers within the Church, to deceive and to steal. How many of us will stand up for what is the truth?





Absence of my love

18 01 2009

Impending departure of my love to fulfill what God has laid out before her, is both exciting and trying. I am excited that my dear beloved is walking a path that God has for her, and as we have both initially agreed that in our relationship, we will free each other for the work of God, and i know she is in that and in the centre of God’s will for her to go to the world as His ambassador.

Trying as I want to be, and coming to the realization that she might be gone for about 5 months to a year is a reality, and that when tomorrow i wake up, or on Saturday or Sunday, i will not see her sitting beside me in service, or the familiarity of that voice at home, or the call when i am working to tell me about this prophetic conference or her finances stuff, nor her constant support and encouragement when i know she needed more encouragement. This girl has been a tremendous blessings and I pray whatever God has in store for me, i plead that God will transfer all my blessings to this girl I love, that God will do mighty things through her life, and through her heart of gold and love, send angels to protect her, and guard her till I see her again at the airport.

I couldn’t cry because it is not sadness, I couldn’t smile, knowing it is a betrayal of the voice of my heart. All I can do, is that in her absence, knowing God is with her always. That’s all it matters because I love her so much, but I know my truer first love, will be there forever.





The Anointed Life

17 01 2009

I am reading this book by Charles Spurgeon – The anointed life, which is a wonderful book. At first i thought it was another devotion book like Morning and Evening but it is different, it is a book that outlines Christianity in a manner that’s approachable. Not that i have finished the book to comment on it but his preface is one that has already blessed my heart so much.

This book is another treasure that God has placed in my life recently to strengthen, to empower, and more importantly to re-assure my faith, re-affirming His love for me!





The perfect church

9 01 2009

Since the beginning of the church age as narrated in the Book of Acts, the pictures conjured are far from what we see today in the mega churches, the humanized church movement and mega wealthy pastors and preachers and prophets.

Isaac mentioned yesterday which has shed some light to why there are so many times i find deluded with the so called organized religious meetings we affectionally call “services” or “evangelistic meetings”, that in the early churches, one of the key characteristics is that the people give whatever they have to share and that there is no lack among the christians then. Not that i have anything to give, but part of me, i want to give to whoever is in need. And yet, pride has prevented me from asking help. In a dire financial situation now, bills are piling, my faith is stretching thin and fragile to that fact, who can i go to for help with my financial debts? So many has spoken about living about in prosperity and it is God’s blessings in financial aspects, i am beginning to wonder, am i not a child of God and that it pleases God that no matter what i did, how much i gave to the church, that my situation just got from bad to worse, and that the debt is mounting to a despairing situation?

Maybe i am not right with God that He is not intervening in my situation? Maybe i am a sinner, that i inherit nothing but wrath and curses? Probably a reminder, that my faith requires me to make a choice – that whatever i believe in, is all a lie, or that requires me to go beyond what my eyes has seen to what faith actually requires in believing in Something or Someone of which my eyes cannot see? I could just give up, and when my heart is despaired beyond what i can take, the first group of people i should turn to for help is the last or is never the group i want to ask – the Church.





Here in my life 2009

8 01 2009

I have taken the title of the first song i fell in love with in 2009 “Here in my life” by Hillsongs. The song spoke so much of my spiritual exasperation on the downward spiral to mediocrity. Earlier in the week I have written to the church pastors that i intend to stop teaching as i cannot teach and be a hypocrite. It is not about just teaching, it is about getting my heart right. Anyone can just regurgitate but not everyone can truly impart. Impartation of great truths must be in line and consistent with the experience and the position of my heart towards God and unfortunately my heart is not right with God now. I realized over the last few weeks, i need to deal with hatred, anger and lots of bitterness that i cannot teach on the Love of God and His Grace and Mercy and be a hypocrite.

As i was preparing for worship for cell group, the song “Here in my life” is a message that God put to encourage me, and the lyrics simply spoke and of assurance of His love and grace.

Here in my life – Hillsongs United

Jesus are you my reason? the reason for my being, the reason for my existence?

Jesus are my my freedom? are you on the throne of my life? are you in my life?

My heart cries for a renewal, a renewal of my love, renewal of my faith, that i should cast my situation in the abundance of Your Mercy and Your Grace, and that i might find rest in Your Peace.





A long overdue article

4 01 2009

It is the 4th Jan 2009, 4 days into the brand new year of 2009 and 4 days late into a commitment i made in my heart at the end of Dec to write regularly on this blog again. 2008 was a year of busy busy busy, and occasionally when i looked back, it is busy of nothingness. Few big things happened in 2008 that it is a cross of walking on water at the same time, i feel like i am like the fisherman who threw away his career of fishing to follow Jesus when he was called. I threw away my stable job at ESPN, at a high paying job with WPP GROUP M, and came out to run my own business which i ain’t paid a lot, which in itself was a huge step I took (is it really a big step?) that i have a huge debt to pay off and Mercy now going off as a full time ministry, so yea, in a summary, 2008 was a year to test my faith that if God will provide. Unfortunately at this point, i feel not so, which has challenged my faith if i have heard Him correctly in all things that i did thinking God has told me to do.

2009 will be a tough year, that’s what everyone else is saying. I am wondering yet again on the three things in life that will be mostly or less featured in 2009 – my company, my ministry and my marriage to Mercy. I am not sure where my company will go, that if we can survive this year and my marriage which Mercy might be gone for a year, so it will be postponed. And ministry, which i have started teaching, but now i know my ministry in teaching will be generally outside of my church, and involving in discipleship training, and after what happened last year, i am challenged by my own theology, about my own faith and there are things in my life i need to work out and i do not want to teach whereas proving myself as a hypocrite.

I saw the ugliness in my life – the hatred, the ungodliness, the pathetic excuse of a man to think i am a good person, a good christian! A call of holiness must come to challenge whatever dirt and sinfulness and wickedness in my life, that i must be transformed by the renewal of my mind, not to indulge in the fallen state of consciousness that is of slavery to this world. Lord I need a new heart, a new mind and i desperately need Your Grace Father! Christ, My Lord, that you shall be my Lord indeed, not just Jesus, but my King.





The Sovereignty of God and Prayer – John Piper

3 11 2008

I am often asked, “If you believe God works all things according to the counsel of his will (Ephesians 1:11) and that his knowledge of all things past, present, and future is infallible, then what is the point of praying that anything happen?” Usually this question is asked in relation to human decision: “If God has predestined some to be his sons and chosen them before the foundation of the world (Ephesians 1:4,5), then what’s the point in praying for anyone’s conversion?”
The implicit argument here is that if prayer is to be possible at all man must have the power of self-determination. That is, all man’s decisions must ultimately belong to himself, not God. For otherwise he is determined by God and all his decisions are really fixed in God’s eternal counsel. Let’s examine the reasonableness of this argument by reflecting on the example cited above.

1. “Why pray for anyone’s conversion if God has chosen before the foundation of the world who will be his sons?” A person in need of conversion is “dead in trespasses and sins” (Ephesians 2:1); he is “enslaved to sin” (Romans 6:17; John 8:34); “the god of this world has blinded his mind that he might not see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ” (II Corinthians. 4:4); his heart is hardened against God (Ephesians 4:18) so that he is hostile to God and in rebellion against God’s will (Romans 8:7).

Now I would like to turn the question back to my questioner: If you insist that this man must have the power of ultimate self-determination, what is the point of praying for him? What do you want God to do for Him? You can’t ask that God overcome the man’s rebellion, for rebellion is precisely what the man is now choosing, so that would mean God overcame his choice and took away his power of self-determination. But how can God save this man unless he act so as to change the man’s heart from hard hostility to tender trust?

Will you pray that God enlighten his mind so that he truly see the beauty of Christ and believe? If you pray this, you are in effect asking God no longer to leave the determination of the man’s will in his own power. You are asking God to do something within the man’s mind (or heart) so that he will surely see and believe. That is, you are conceding that the ultimate determination of the man’s decision to trust Christ is God’s, not merely his.

What I am saying is that it is not the doctrine of God’s sovereignty which thwarts prayer for the conversion of sinners. On the contrary, it is the unbiblical notion of self-determination which would consistently put an end to all prayers for the lost. Prayer is a request that God do something. But the only thing God can do to save a lost sinner is to overcome his resistance to God. If you insist that he retain his self-determination, then you are insisting that he remain without Christ. For “no one can come to Christ unless it is given him from the Father” (John 6:65,44).

Only the person who rejects human self-determination can consistently pray for God to save the lost. My prayer for unbelievers is that God will do for them what He did for Lydia: He opened her heart so that she gave heed to what Paul said (Acts 16:14). I will pray that God, who once said, “Let there be light!”, will by that same creative power “shine in their hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ” (II Corinthians 4:6). I will pray that He will “take out their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh” (Ezekiel 36:26). I will pray that they be born not of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man but of God (John 1:13). And with all my praying I will try to “be kind and to teach and correct with gentleness and patience, if perhaps God may grant them repentance and freedom from Satan’s snare” (II Timothy 2:24-26).

In short, I do not ask God to sit back and wait for my neighbor to decide to change. I do not suggest to God that He keep his distance lest his beauty become irresistible and violate my neighbor’s power of self-determination. No! I pray that he ravish my unbelieving neighbor with his beauty, that he unshackle the enslaved will, that he make the dead alive and that he suffer no resistance to stop him lest my neighbor perish.

2. If someone now says, “O.K., granted that a person’s conversion is ultimately determined by God’ I still don’t see the point of your prayer. If God chose before the foundation of the world who would be converted, what function does your prayer have?” My answer is that it has a function like that of preaching: How shall the lost believe in whom they have not heard, and how shall they hear without a preacher, and how shall they preach unless they are sent (Romans 10:14f.)? Belief in Christ is a gift of God (John 6:65; II Timothy 2:25; Ephesians 2:8), but God has ordained that the means by which men believe on Jesus is through the preaching of men. It is simply naive to say that if no one spread the gospel all those predestined to be sons of God (Ephesians 1:5) would be converted anyway. The reason this is naive is because it overlooks the fact that the preaching of the gospel is just as predestined as is the believing of the gospel: Paul was set apart for his preaching ministry before he was born (Galatians 1:15), as was Jeremiah (Jeremiah 1:5). Therefore, to ask, “If we don’t evangelize, will the elect be saved?” is like asking, “If there is no predestination, will the predestined be saved?” God knows those who are his and he will raise up messengers to win them. If someone refuses to be a part of that plan, because he dislikes the idea of being tampered with before he was born, then he will be the loser, not God and not the elect. “You will certainly carry out God’s purpose however you act but it makes a difference to you whether you serve like Judas or like John.” (Problem of Pain chapter 7, Anthology, p 910, cf. p 80)

Prayer is like preaching in that it is a human act also. It is a human act that God has ordained and which he delights in because it reflects the dependence of his creatures upon Him. He has promised to respond to prayer, and his response is just as contingent upon our prayer as our prayer is in accordance with his will. “And this is the confidence which we have before Him, that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us” (I John 5:14). When we don’t know how to pray according to God’s will but desire it earnestly, “the Spirit of God intercedes for us according to the will of God” (Romans 8:27).

In other words, just as God will see to it that His Word is proclaimed as a means to saving the elect, so He will see to it that all those prayers are prayed which He has promised to respond to. I think Paul’s words in Romans 15:18 would apply equally well to his preaching and his praying ministry: “I will not presume to speak of anything except what Christ has accomplished through me, resulting in the obedience of the Gentiles.” Even our prayers are a gift from the one who “works in us that which is pleasing in his sight” (Hebrews 13:21). Oh, how grateful we should be that He has chosen us to be employed in this high service! How eager we should be to spend much time in prayer!

By John Piper